Friday, December 12, 2014

Iguala, Mexico and the Casual American Drug User

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Iguala is a city of about 100,000 people southwest of Mexico City, a city at the center of national and international attention after 43 students went missing. Students were from a rural Mexican teacher's college, and they are are presumed dead — murdered — their remains burned and buried.

In Mexico thousands have marched in protest to express their anger and outrage. Some protesters went far as even torching the national palace in Mexico City to bring attention to government officials who are ineffectual at best and at their worst who collude with the narco traffickers, who are certainly behind this massacre. Mexicans are fed up. After years of drug war and brutal murders of thousands, this case sparked a national outrage, and rightfully so.

Narco traffickers is the general term to assigned to large, powerful drug cartels who fight among themselves for territory and control of drugs flowing from South America and Mexico to the United States. Without our staggering demand for illegal drugs these gangs would not be in existence, or they would not be as powerful. Profits are so vast they can buy politicians and the police, locally and nationally to protect their interests and operate without impunity.

How and why does this relate to my work? Americans spend about 500 billion dollars annually on cocaine, heroin, marijuana and meth. It is a staggering amount of money and most of the product travels through Mexico. Cocaine is produced further south Colombia, Peru and Bolivia. Heroin poppies are cultivated in Mexico as is marijuana. Mexico by its location serves as the funnel for drugs entering the country. Obviously we have a great appetite for drugs in America. And I've always made it clear that I advocate for personal choice when it comes to drug use.

Unlike other consumer goods the street drug buyers do nots have choice when it comes to the source of the supply. It is strictly a supplier's game. Cocaine and heroin are not labeled with their countries of origin or provenance. There is no Community Supported Agriculture (CSA) for drugs, or ethical cocaine and heroin, unlike, say, diamonds or chocolates.

I think one of the reasons why marijuana is being legalized in the US at a quickened pace is to decrease the amount trafficked from Mexico.

Am I saying casual drug users are somehow implicated in this? Maybe.

What I am saying is we cannot take street drugs from the larger global context. The money we spend on it may be supporting crime and even terrorist organizations. If you are going to boycott Walmart, GMO foods and blood diamonds, shouldn't you do the same with your weekend supply of recreational drugs?


Friday, November 21, 2014

16 Danger Signs of Relapse

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This list is from an excellent Facebook post. Even though the list seems it's from AA (Alcoholics Anonymous) for AA members, I think we can all benefit from this list even if we are not struggling with a severe addiction. I feel addicted can also mean we compulsively repeat certain patterns of behavior based on a set of beliefs, which can hold us back from growth.

For those of you who say you are "allergic" to the AA model,  go ahead and read the list and replace AA, sponsor, meetings with family, friend, get together, etc...

Relapse can mean returning to an old behavior which you attempted to change or correct. Or it can mean actual addiction to alcohol and drugs.

Basically, be present and be mindful of what's going on in yourself.

DANGER SIGNS OF RELAPSE

1. Exhaustion — Allowing oneself to become overly tired; usually associated with work addiction as an excuse for not facing personal frustrations.

2. Dishonesty — Begins with pattern of little lies; escalated to self-delusion and making excuses for not doing what's called for.

3. Impatience — I want what I want NOW. Others aren't doing what I think they should or living the way I know is right. Instant gratification is a monster that needs to be tamed.

4. Argumentativeness — No point is too small or insignificant not to be debated to the point of anger and submission.

5. Depression  — All unreasonable, unaccountable despair should be exposed and discussed, not repressed: what is the "exact nature" of those feelings?

6. Frustration  — Controlled anger/resentment when things don't go according to our plans. Lack of acceptance. See #3. Being a baby.

7. Self-pity — Feeling victimized, put-upon, used, unappreciated, disrespected: convinced we are being singled out for bad luck.

8. Cockiness — Got it made. Know all there is to know. Can go anywhere, including frequent visits just to hang-out at bars, boozy parties or an other potentially complicated setting where the addiction monster may get tempted.

9. Complacency - Like #8, no longer sees value of daily program, meetings, contact with other(s) alcoholics, (especially sponsor!), feels healthy, on top of the world, things are going well. Heck may even be cured!

10. Expecting too much of others — Why can't they read my mind? I've changed, what's holding them up? If they just do what I know is best for them? Leads to feeling misunderstood, unappreciated. See #6.

11. Letting up on disciplines — Allowing established habits of recovery - meditations, prayer, spiritual reading, emotional support system or AA contact, daily inventory, meetings or getting together with a pal — to slip out of our routines; allowing recovery to get boring and no longer stimulating for growth. Why bother?!

12. Using mood-altering chemicals — May have a valid medical reason, but misused to help avoid the real problems of impending alcoholic, drug or a behavioral addiction relapse.

13. Wanting too much — Setting unrealistic goals: not providing for short-term successes; placing too much value on material success, not enough on value of spiritual growth.

14. Forgetting gratitude — Because of several listed above, may lose sight of the abundant blessings in our everyday lives: too focused on # 13.

15. "It can't happen to me." — Feeling immune; forgetting what we know about the disease of addiction, including alcoholism and its progressive nature.

16. Omnipotence — A combination of several attitudes listed above; leads to ignoring danger signs, disregarding warnings and advice from fellow members or emotional support network.

Monday, November 10, 2014

Swedish Therapy Cabs: Therapy on the Go

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Sweden has the highest number of one-person households in the EU — 47% of Swedish households are comprised of persons living alone. Living alone can increase loneliness and other symptoms of depression especially during long Swedish winters where there is very little daylight.

In an attempt to introduce therapy to riders who may be experiencing depression and/or other issues, Taxi Stockholm, a private taxi service, has hired three therapists to provide counseling in the back seat of its taxis to passengers. The idea is to normalize therapy and even help passenger/client with a pressing issue. No matter how short the ride, bringing therapy to the rider can expose and normalize the idea of therapy so they are more likely to seek it out themselves after they leave the taxi.

What a great idea! I am all for it — especially in large cities where personal connections are difficult to make and maintain and time is short. This could be one very clever idea to destigmatize therapy for the general public.

Saturday, November 1, 2014

Watch Now! Russell Brand: From Addiction to Recovery



Russell Brand is one celebrity who is pretty cool. This isn't the first time I've written about him. I can respect him because he uses his fame to bring attention to the problem of addiction and benefits of meditation and yoga.

So I was happy to discover that after Amy Winehouse’s death from alcohol withdrawal, Brand made a short documentary with BBC about addiction and recovery. And The Guardian published a moving eulogy he wrote for her.

Discovering this short doc (about an hour long) several years late does not diminish its significance. Brand discusses with experts about opiate replacement therapy. At times, he can be overbearing and appears fixated on his recovery process. However, Brand’s narcissism is tolerable, because he argues that for addicts like himself it's abstinence or death.

He argues against methadone saying it’s an opiate replacing heroin, which means that the addict is not drug free, and an addict wiI am certain he would criticize Suboxone since it too is a synthetic opiate prescribed to curb cravings and withdrawal symptoms, just like methadone. The difference is that Suboxone is prescribed by a psychiatrist, as opposed to daily pick ups at a methadone clinic, so it no longer carries the stigma of having to drop in every morning at your local MMTP (Methadone Maintenance Treatment Program).

An addict, Brand stresses, must be free of all drugs, although whether he includes psychotropic medications, it’s unclear. Both AA and NA agree with Brand; and they consider prescription medications as drugs. Therefore, an AA member who is prescribed medication, for say depression and anxiety, is not drug free or abstinent. I find problem with this, because so many people struggling with substance abuse suffer from underlying mental illness. 

What are your thoughts?

Monday, September 29, 2014

Newest Eating Disorder: Orthorexia

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Do you or do you know someone who adheres to a self-imposed dietary restriction that make going out for a simple meal a major headache? Do they sometimes go to the extreme of not eating because the food doesn't pass the "clean" test? Does a simple trip to the supermarket turn into a time consuming and stressful event during which every label must be carefully studied?

We all know vegetarians, rawfood enthusiasts, glutenphobics, pescartarians, freegans or just picky eaters. When does health consciousness become pathological? When does it become an eating disorder?

Eating disorders is primarily a problem of the West though it might be more accurate to say it's a problem in wealthier countries. In no way do I want to minimize the seriousness of eating disorders, a serious medical and mental health issue. But the fact that one in nine people in the world do not consume enough food to sustain a healthy life makes this disease especially poignant. Having an abundance of choices sometimes can be problematic.

Eating disorders (anorexia nervosa and bulimia) can cause amenorrhea, damage to the teeth, and in extreme cases it can even cause death. 

So what exactly is orthorexia? Ortho (straight, rectangular, upright, as in orthodontics and orthopedics) + orexia (desire, appetite). Anorexia = loss of appetite or lack of desire for food. Orthorexia: rigid appetite.

Orthorexia has not been recognized by the DSM, so it is not an official diagnosis, yet. Professionals in the field define orthorexia pathological desire to eat healthily, so much that it interferes with a "normal" life and jeopardizes physical health.
Experts say orthorexia becomes life-threatening when people's food restrictions make it impossible for them to take in enough calories and nutrients to maintain good health. Bell recently treated a 14-year-old girl who ate only raw fruits and vegetables. She dropped to 80 pounds and had to be hospitalized for an irregular heartbeat.
Orthorexia is one example of a healthy enthusiasm that becomes an addictive behavior creating harm and decreasing one's quality of life.