It's the latest story of a very successful
artist dying from addiction. I didn't say celebrity because he didn't strike me
as such. A celebrity is someone famous who is compelled by fame to continue his
or her work. I once saw him in Othello that had been readapted by a living playwright and staged at NYU. I found it unbearably pretentious and long, but then again everyone hated it including all the critics. Still, even as an unsophisticated theater viewer I felt his amazing stage presence; it was clear he was an artist, a very serious artist.
Studies have linked creativity to susceptibility to mental
illness. And the connection between mental illness and addiction is undeniable. “Mental illnesses can lead to drug abuse.
Individuals with overt, mild, or even subclinical mental disorders may abuse
drugs as a form of self-medication,” according to the National Institute on
Drug Abuse — addiction is a mental illness. The problem is that drugs,
especially opiates are extremely addictive (psychologically and
physically) and the possibility of overdose increases as tolerance builds — the
longer you use you need a bigger dose of the drug to for the same level of euphoria.
What's more troubling is that when a recovering
opiate addict relapses, they face a greater risk for overdose. It's because
physical tolerance decreases during recovery, but the psychological craving for
the drug persists.
Sadly, the often-quoted AA/NA mantras "one
day at a time" and "once an addict, always an addict" ring too
true.
There are tons of interviews and articles about PSH
talking about acting and his struggle with addiction. After attending NYU as an
undergraduate, he went to rehab and was sober for 23 years. This past year he
publicly admitted to relapsing on painkillers that led to sniffing heroin. He then went into a drug treatment program for ten days, which really means he detoxed from opiates for ten days.
Why did PSH only spend ten days in "treatment"? If
he did get treated in a proper rehab program (28 days or longer), would I be
writing about him along with so many others?
Relapsing after 23 years of sobriety, he does
"rehab" for ten days. And less than a year later he is found dead in
a luxurious bathroom with a needle his arm, in his underwear, next to baggies
of heroin.
Of all the great movies he's been in, I
remembered Before the Devil Knows You're Dead, a dark
comedy (the internet says a thriller) about a very anxious man, his dysfunctional family and the desperate
measures he takes to escape his life. PSH plays the man who plans to "rob"
his parent's jewelry store with the help of his useless brother. Things go
wrong, and his situation worsens. And behind all his trouble is his addiction
to heroin. Near the end of the movie, we find him in a luxury apartment, no
ordinary shooting gallery. He makes his purchase, shoots up and is left alone to
nod off on very expensive furniture.
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